Sunday
I think that I've mentioned that I have my next chemo on Tuesday. This next one is also my last. Anywhere from 2 to 6 weeks later I'll start radiotherapy. I can't imagine what that will be like. Everyday for 6 weeks - except of course for the weekends.

I really dislike the place I work (actually, it's the admin - one person in particular), and I'm not very happy with the place I live. I want to make changes but it's obviously not the time to do it. I feel so disoriented by all this and have idea where to go. Nowhere for the time being, I suppose.

I'm really anxious as I write this. I think that it's probably the up-coming chemo. I should be used to it all by now. I don't think that I am.