Frustration

I've been very tired this week and that has demoralized me somewhat. I don't have the energy to teach properly and that is so discouraging. In particular, I get so tired that I can't remember things from one moment to the next. I have to write lots of notes to myself so that I don't lose track of what was done once the class is over. In fact some days I forget during the class what I had done at the beginning. I feel inadequate! Is this really what the school wants? I wonder if they have even thought this out. Every one is so busy and so stressed out that as long as parents aren't complaining, then they'll just ignore the situation.

I do know that things will improve and that I'll just have to wait. One day, I'll suddenly realize that not only do I have hair but my memory is back! The hardest lesson to learn is patience! I have to rest and accept that not everything will get done. That's hard for me.